CNN iReport

Steven and I met  almost 4yrs ago, we started dating and he never thought twice about sharing a life with myself an my three children from another marriage..it was all or nothing and it was never a problem. In 2007 He proposed and was ready to take on a ready made family, also in that year he reinlisted in the Army Reserves, he was due to be done in Feb but it was something he believed in and I told him he was in the Army when he met me so it was not my decision to make and that whatever he decided I would be there standing beside him! He enlisted for 6 more years. In Sept. of 2008 we got married which was the most incredible day of our lives, we went on a wonderful honeymoon cruise and everything was amazing. Then we got the news that his unit the 445th TC out of Sac City & Waterloo Iowa were being deployed to Iraq in May/June, it was like a knife went into my heart, it took so many years to find the man of my dreams and now he was leaving me. In June we had the send off which was one of the saddest, yet most humbling days of my life, I have never been more proud to be an Army wife and an American words cannot descibe the emotions of that day. Now we sit and wait missing him everyday, our one year wedding anniversary was a very emotional day spending it apart, but I keep telling myself he will come home and we will have 100 more anniversaries together! Technology is great and has been a life saver we get to Skype and see eachother in conversation and I can see for myself that he is alright, it helps alittle but sometimes makes it worse cuz then I miss him even more! Hopefully he will be back with us safe an sound next June or so, but being an Army wife there will always be the possibility he will leave again, but I will be strong, take care of things at home so he can do his job and come back to us! God bless all our soldiers and their families for all your sacrifices!!!! We love you Sgt. Steven Doyen!!