Thoughts on Africa
I'm 24 years old from San Juan, Puerto Rico. I went on a
mission trip to Sudan last year and it completely changed my life.
I worked at an orphanage in Southern Sudan and I fell in love with
the kids, the Sudanese people, their culture, and their history.
I started a non-profit last week in order to raise awareness
in Puerto Rico about what's going on in Africa. I'm planning my
second trip to Africa for the end of this year and recording a
documentary while I'm there too.
I'm very passionate about Africa and I do anything and
everything I can to bring about peace and prosperity to a continent
that has been forgotten by many.
I wrote this note on my blog a few days ago and I wanted to
share it with you:
(June 30th @ 3:22 am)
"I haven't been able to fall asleep yet. Maybe it's my heart
racing or a
guilty conscience. Maybe it's because of what's going on with
the
election in Zimbabwe or the nice treat I received from Amazon
today
with some amazing books about Sudan...
It's been six months since I returned safely from Africa. I
was sick
most of the trip (I had malaria), met amazing people, shared
meals and
had memorable fellowships with my brothers and sisters there,
and fell
in love with the most joyful and beautiful kids in the world.
It's been
an emotional roller coaster from the moment I stepped off the
plane in
Entebbe, Uganda until, well, now. I don't expect it to get
any easier
since the journey has only begun. I've been wrestling back
and forth in
my mind so many thoughts about where to begin to do all the
things I
want to accomplish. As soon as I got back to Puerto Rico I
couldn't
help but start thinking about when I was going back to
Africa. Not
because I don't like being here, because I do... it's a
beautiful
island, it's where I grew up, all my family is here, and you
gotta love
the food! But after having a life-altering experience, you
can't come
home and not do something about it. I have a sense of
responsibility to
act, to not be a by-stander. I have pictures of the kids in
Uganda and
Sudan on the walls in my bedroom. They are a reminder of the
most
amazing month I've had in my life so far. They keep me
grounded. They
don't let me forget the hardships they've endured, the
sacrifices
they've made, the civil war and displacements they've been
through, and
how blessed I am to hang those pictures on concrete walls in
an
air-conditioned room in a nice neighborhood in Puerto Rico.
When did they just become a statistic to us? I mean, we're
aware of the
genocide in Darfur, we've seen the movies Hotel Rwanda, Blood
Diamond,
and The Last King of Scotland, but then...nothing. We watch
CNN and
read the news online, but what else? We say: "oh, that's too
bad" and
then change the channel. Meanwhile my heart breaks. I'm here
feeling
helpless. I long for the day I can go back and see them and
kiss them
and hug them and play with them again. I started a non-profit
organization last week to promote awareness in Puerto Rico
about what's
going on in Africa. It's a small step. I'm planning my second
trip for
the end of this year. Another small step. I yearn for the
year 2025
when our generation eradicates extreme poverty in the world
(Read: The
End of Poverty by Jeffrey Sachs). I want us to CARE. I want
us to not
just be aware of the injustices of the world, but to DO
something about
them. I want it to HURT. I want it to TROUBLE you and be
SHAKEN by it.
We complain about the heat this summer, we complain about our
politics,
we complain about family issues, money, food... but at the
end of the
day we have a roof over our heads, a queen sized bed, air
conditioning,
we eat and indulge delicious food and then over-eat and
over-indulge...
Why can't we care about our brothers and sisters in Africa as
much as
we care about our pet parakeet?
I went to see Chris Rock tonight. He had a show in San Juan
and was
absolutely brilliant. He said something that really hit home
for me.
"How is it that when you see a homeless guy on the street
with a puppy
you feel more upset about the puppy than the homeless guy?
You say:
Aww, poor puppy. I hope it has food tonight. Someone should
take the
puppy away from him and feed it. Maybe I'll wait 'til the guy
falls
asleep." It could be a bit extreme, but we all do it. We all
cross the
street and avoid eye contact with a homeless person. But WHY?
Are they
really going to attack you and steal your purse? OR are we
just so
ashamed that we don't care to smile at them or buy them a
slice of
pizza and we're so consumed with ourselves that we choose to
avoid them
and pretend they don't exist in order to not be confronted by
this
reality: We're emotionally numb. If it doesn't affect us
directly, we
don't care. We're numb to the millions of people displaced by
the
genocide in Darfur. We're numb to the orphans around the
world that
have no warm food in their stomachs tonight. We're numb to
the sick and
malnourished, the homeless and the widow... but we jump at
any
opportunity to take advantage of a good sale at the mall.
Now I just sound like I'm complaining a lot, maybe I'm
bitter. But I'm
tired of feeling this way. I'm tired of being part of the
western world
that doesn't care. I'm tired of waking up in the morning to
the sound
of the air conditioner, instead of the Sudanese kids playing
outside my
window."
Thank you!
Andrea
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