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Even the people who have given up the worldly pleasure taste life, they taste

that life which

is without the worldly pleasure. So, Life is a taste, a taste

of living. The supreme taste, a

mixture of different experiences and

knowledge that is driven by hope. Experiencing and gaining

knowledge are the

sole purpose of life. If you don’t have hopes then you would not be

living.

Hope is a desire for something expected to come true. Trust always

begins with hope. We trust

something with the hope of benefiting from it,

may it be spiritually, materialistically or may

be to secure oneself into

the relationship of friendship. Then when you trust it becomes a

standpoint

in life. Friends are people who have come together with an

understanding so as to create a safe and secure bond so that one does not feel

awkward to interact with each other. This mutuality when expanded becomes a

society. A businessman lives his life from a business point of view. A player

sees his life from a sports point of view. So, everyone has their own standpoint

and they taste a mixture of different experiences.Other things being changeable

one has certain qualities that remain the same over a long period of time that’s

what a standpoint or identity is. There are people who come to you in the times

of need and help you or they might come to you and allure you to change your

standpoint. Say, if you are a Christian and someone comes to you and they help

you and allure you to change into Hindu or vise versa. Do not change your

standpoint in life. These are the earnings of your forefather that have been

passed down through generations, the basic values that you have earned through a

long struggle of life and you want to go to the land of the unknown.That is

going to hurt you because you are new to that society and you will need a long

time to adjust to it. Moreover

you will be looked as a stranger by your own

relatives and society.  Day by day your thoughts change but these

basic standpoint change at a slower rate. So, your standpoint is a trust towards

yourself, the identity that you have created. Every experience and every

particle have their own identity and quality. Remember that living is about now.

Now is where emotions run. Everything may it be of the future dreams or the past

experience we always experience it in the present.So, what is important is now,

the present. There is no single experience that fits exactly into another. If

one lives

just for a day everyday life will be wonderful. Remember that the

rich class is always worried about tomorrow. So, they live for tomorrow. But the

lower class is worried just to meet his needs for the day. They, the poor live a

real life of being in the present. They know the ways to survive under every

harsh reality. They are the ones who carry a true meaning of what life is.  We

carry different experiences of the past and if you go into deep self-analysis

you will find out how these every experiences govern us at present. Remember

that today is about living, tomorrow is about dreaming and yesterday is about

understanding. One always understands from ones past experiences. Present is

about being and future is about directions you are to head towards your dream.

We all dream but not every dream comes true. So, there is a way in which your

dreams have more possibility of becoming true. That is possible when you self

analyze in which field you have more potential then the others. We should learn

to make compromises and move towards and set our goal towards what

we can

become i.e. what we have potential for rather than what we want to become. For

you not to be depressed due to the lack of unsuccess one should just head one

steps up, one should not head too high at once. If you head too high that is

going to hurt. So, one should move upwards through a step by step process. Let

me get into a bit of politics. What is democracy and what is communism?

Democracy is about doing what you love and communism is about loving what you

do. So,

love has been displayed in two ways and the choices are all yours.

Now let us come to love itself, something that is considered most precious. Love

is a self-hypnotism of liking towards an attraction. As the saying goes beauty

lies in the eyes of beholder. It is you that have found something beautiful or

something that you can pay attention to and due to this one generates a want of

having. Your wants of having something increases on as you are overwhelm with

the desire, so it is you who increases the desire to possess something through a

self-hypnotic process. Let’s take the case of one sided love; it is you who have

hypnotized yourself through your dreams and longing. Similarly in both sided

love, the case is similar but you have a partner, but the degree of love you

feel is always up to you. Attractions are the key root of love. Attractions are

of different type. Plain attractions are toward say your parents, normal

attractions say towards friends and attractive attraction say towards ones sole

mate or opposite sex. Prayers are medicine for self-healing. Living is an art,

and we all create arts in different ways. No art is a waste, so everyone’s life

do have a role in the society and you shall be there in the society by the

knowledge you have put down to the society. Yours knowledge will influence

someone and that someone’s concept shaped by yours thought will be passed on to

others. That is how we remain in the society forever and to shape the society

into the right direction is everyone’s responsibility. Remember that if there is

a rotten potato then it does have its own importance. It is by these bad

potatoes we realize the importance ofthe fresh ones. If you had no degree of

disgust or bad then you would not have the measuring instrument for the fresh

or

good ones. It gives you knowledge of choice through comparison and serves

you in an unknown ways. You may find someone talking nonsense that nonsense is

not a waste because it just made you realize what talking sensible is. Remember

what the motive factor of life should be when you wake up the next day is to be

a bit better then what you were the previous day, it does not matter how bad you

are but improvement is musk. Now remember that in a comparative sense you will

always

have a road open to something better no matter how good you may be.

Problems are a part of life and we all need somebody who understands us, that is

what a friend is may it be husband and wife or just friends. So, we all want to

express in a secure ways. Expression is a part of life and if we don’t express

we will be in pain. Understanding is not about self-imposition, self emphasis or

self boasting. To understand one must learn to listen. Listening is a great art

to earn friendship. With the vast expansion of every sector there shall be

greater pain and greater expressers and one who know how to listen knows how to

live. We should have a broader sense of understanding. The more degree of

vastness the more knowledge is generated. If there was only one type of leafs

then there would have been less knowledge generated.So the difference between

the rich and the poor, good and the bad, tall and the short would generate more

knowledge which increases ones understanding. Knowledge has its importance

according to the society. Say for example when I go to my village my city’s mind

proves to be less knowledgeable to the village environment. And my city minds

says that they are

backward where as they have there own complains of the

defects of city environment. So, every knowledge has its own important in there

own way it is just we just find something superior towards which we are

attracted. Knowledge is hypnotic as every knowledge we take in governs us and

our thoughts are influences by it. It governs us in an unknown ways. Say we may

be using so many words that we learnt in our childhood days, but we may not

realize when we learnt them.

Experience and knowledge are the two key

factors that drive a person So, when a decision in life is to be taken it should

be a balance of the experience and knowledge i.e. the heart and the mind should

reach a balance compromising point. If you feel good and go with the flow then

you might land up in a wrong place say in drugs addiction just to make you feel

good. If you follow the truth without caring about what is good then you might

end up in troubles and difficulties. It is said that it is wise to lie for a

good cause. You can know what is right as well as feel what is right so what is

right is always the midpoint between truth and good. Life is precious, you have

an opportunity to know and feel. As, the saying goes you got to be poor to

understand money, for those who do not know the meaning of life one got to play

with death then you will love living. Remember that understanding is what you

feel and know. So,to understand something you must know as well as feel it. So,

knowing and feeling are the two instruments of a civilization. To understand

others first one must understand oneself. To understand one must be self aware

of circumstances and environment. Remember that the universe for you begins from

you and ends within you no matter how vast it might be. You from your point of

view are the beginning and the end of the universe. You are such a key factor

that without you being in the universe there would not have been a universe for

you. Everything in this world is self-centered There is no work done without the

motive of self-centeredness. There are cases where the self-centeredness may not

be in any materialistic measure. Remember if you found a child fall down on the

ground. You will pick him or her up. You do that because you are hurt by that

incident or you feel uncomfortable with that. So, the prime importance

is

your satisfaction. You may do social works so that it satisfies you or you may

believe that you can have heaven after death. So, self-centeredness is what the

world operates on. Without you being existed there would have been no God for

you. You are powerful enough to be an atheist and disvalue any God. Now remember

that the big bang theory says

that the universe has been formed due to the

explosion and burst of a big mass that formed the stars and planets. Well, where

did the big mass come from this makes the scientist believe there is God. So,

God is a concept that comes where there is no answer to it and people have to

surrender. Now remember that God being everywhere he is in us too.So, we all are

mini-gods being a part of god. Then why can’t we act as God.You all wanted to

play a game and have

choosen your role before you ame to life Now remember

that while playing a video game we feel as if we are a character inside the

game. In the game we have limited power and we struggle with others in the game.

It is of course that one likes to play a tough game and win a tough game rather

then an easy game. Similar is the case, God has been playing a game from

different angles being different beings. Life is tough because an easy winning

game is boring to play.God as humans, animals and other being has limited power

in the game to make the struggle and toughness of the game

more. So, as an

individual within the game like that of a video game we do not know what is

outside the game and we struggle within the game. That is why we are not able to

know what God is but we are all functioning due to his power and it is him who

has been playing the game in different form where you become an individual

inside the game with limited power to make the game more real and happening. The

game is so real and because it is so real that it has the power to deceive us

and make us feel that it is a reality rather than a game. So for happiness to

exist there must be

sadness and each one has theirown level of situation of

happiness. Some may be happy with 10Rupees and some may be happy with 100 Rupees

but the happiness is just limited to your  satisfaction and limit. So it is not

that the poor are sadand the rich. A poor person might be very happy if he gets

the food for the day so each and every day he manages to getthe food he is happy

so the poor can be more happy then the rich. Now remember that passion which

includes excitement, anger, sadness, happiness, love. Heaven is a dream work and

this earth is the actual heaven. Just imagine you have never cried once in your

life time even when you were a kid. Don’t you think that you missed something in

your life?  Now if you were to laugh for a continuous 100 year how would you

feel. It does not seem what we want. Just imagine if a smile comes to your face

after a long time. How sweet and valuable is that? Very, right and what made it

so sweet is the long

days without a smile. For cleanliness to be valid there

must be dirt right. Without dirt you would not know what cleanliness is. Without

war you would not know what peace is. Without injustice being present we would

not know what justice is.Without hunger you would not know the importance of

food is.Without anger calmness would be meaningless. Without death living would

be meaningless. Now see what pleasure you gain from hating Bin laden the

terrorist as foryou all as for me I don’t see any fault in you.Its just the

defect of his thoughts the kind of knowledge the society has

injected in him

It is just Ideas that are wrong.It is just the knowledge that you have

hyptonised yourself with and made it your agenda is wrong.I punish you just too

feel that you have choosen a wrong path and the movement you feel guilty your

sins are washed away just then.Now remember for pleasure to exist there must be

pain. Without pain beingthere pleasure can’t exist. If you walk 10km and are

very tire then you would have the pleasure in resting. If you have been resting

throughout life you would not have pleasure resting right. So the pain of

walking has resulted in the

pleasure of resting Now remember that if you are

to drive a Ferrari car each day that would not give you as much pleasure as when

you get to drive once in a while. If there was no failure then you would not

know the importance of winning. So, everything is made to make the world a

heaven. Ok now let’s go to your heaven. What would you do on heaven? May be in

heaven you don’t need to eat. You don’t need to sleep. You don’t need to walk.

You don’t need to talk.You don’t need to read. May be god does not want anymore

praise from you as he had enough. Than what would you do on

heaven? Ok say

in heaven you always laugh. Are you ready to laugh for an endless time without a

pause? Does not that sound odd? So what you want is a mixture of different

experiences that is what the life on the earth is, a true heaven. Now you might

wonder what enlightenment is. Remember that when you were a child you used to

built sandcastles and play with your friends. If someone would destroy it then

you would fight, cry and so on and again you used to built it up. Rememberthose

childhood days without cries, struggle and happiness there would be no game.

Similar is the reality of life. To know that this reality of life is just a game

and what so ever may it be fair or unfair it is just a sandcastle game and

everything ends within the game to know and remain aloof from it is

enlightenment. But the other factor that is wholly responsible for enlightenment

is the behavior. If you are still lost in the worldly and heavenly pleasure and

you do deceive and cheat then you are not enlightened as to be enlightened you

should be able to withdraw from the worldly pleasure .As long as you involve

yourself in the worldly and in the longing for heavenly pleasure then you are

involved

in the game and have not withdrawn from it. So, to be enlightened

you shall have to practice self-discipline and self analysis. It is a game but

the game must be analysised in the right way. The game concept is just a step or

trend towards enlightenment. It’s a long thoughtful journey. If you are

self-disciplined and your thought processes are heading in the right direction

then it won’t be too far. The aloofness from the worldly pleasure should come

from within rather then a forceful one. Enlightenment is something that cannot

be shared but one can only guide one towards it. It is a position where worldly

and heavenly pleasures have no meaning. It is a blissful state of everything

being perfect. As long as there is a dispute within self about why so and why

not so such a state cannot be gained. Without self-centeredness and without the

concept of self benefit and self promotion one must be able to make the right

judgment It is a way of looking at things without the I-factor or the promotion

of I-factor. As like in a video game you being an individual inside the game you

are unable to know the you outside the game, so you are unable to know the

outside you that is God and you will finally come to nothingness that is God is

beyond descriptions in words and no shape or form or quality that we humans can

describe. How do you describe something beyond your imagination or description?

You just call it nothing right. This is how we come to the conclusion of

nothingness and the final goal of life is to become nothing and be vanished.

Only what matters to youis getting rid of the game and being set free. If you

move the self-disciplined way then you finally come to idea of positive

nothingness that is the beginning of the enlightenment process, a way to wisdom.

But if you come to the point where you feel that the world is nothing and you

can do anything i.e. if you don’t be self-disciplined then you come to the

negative nothingness that is destructive. Rules are such important that without

rules there would have been no games. So, you should learn to be kind, should be

able to give forgiveness, nonviolence even with animals should be your

path.Hanging around in the company of morally good and discipline people is a

key factor. So, in the game of life the rules of nature and social laws are to

be followed. If the God concept has been developed with an inclination towards

it in a way that you expect something from it then it is wise to give up the God

concept .There is no harm in giving up the God concept. If you are thankful

towards God rather than you expect something from the almighty then it is wise

to keep the god concept.Remember that satisfaction should not be gained but must

be taken. God is God as well as the Devil. It’s just the two ways we look at.

Without being God he cannot love you and without being the devil he cannot

punish you. The basic point around which a revolution revolves around is that

those who are suppressed will rise and those who rise will be suppressed and

revolution is always continuous as one ends the other begins and its just a

matter of time. Pleasure is something that one is never satisfied of .Pleasure

is something that one wants more of it. Sex, cinema etc are what we don’t seem

never satisfied with. Remember that satisfaction is always to be taken rather

than gained. If you smoke a cigarette then no soonyou will need another

cigarette to satisfy you so satisfaction is to be taken rather than gained.Some

truth about God.Have you imagined what might come after that at the point where

the universe ends, you might imagine a wall or somethingbut it never ends I am

that vast. As love which is the soul I live inside your heart. So you are inside

me the universe and I am inside you the heart the heaven and we are not concern

about our whereabouts just like where the universes as

a whole is . I am

present everywhere but the point of knowing me is through the heart and

knowledge is the tool. I love you all so much that I became love itself to love

you all and resided in your hearts which is my heaven.I am always the light of

the world not only Asia as in the game I direct you towards your chosen path, I

show you that I am present even in vacuum or nothingness. My power is the Holy

Spirit that serves me; my son is the crucified Christ that teaches you love and

takes away all your hatred through the example of injustice done to me as the

son due to

hatred. And I am the father who forgives all sins even though you

killed my only son. You all sin because you feel that it’s the right thing to do

at the moment though you may see the only way out. Sins are what makes you feel

guilty and when you feel guilty you are forgiven at the moment you feel.

Discipline makes lives easier say if you don’t drink you might not be drunk and

come into conflicts with somebody, or loose an arm or a leg while meeting an

accident in the condition of drunk and drive case. Discipline is for your own

easiness. I as the nature nurture, torturer  and kill you so that the remaining

would know  the sense of living and importance of life. Hell is actually where

you do not feel

guilty over your sins cause if you don’t feel guilty over

your sins you will carry on doing what you do and that may make you feel more

guilty later on. So feeling of guilty is where your sins end and you enter the

path to heaven. So feeling of guilty is the only punishment I give to you and

that too leads you to heaven. After death you all come to me and live in the

hearts of your generation next which is the heaven. I am everywhere so I am

present in every cells of your so actually you are me and I am you so It is just

a game that I play with myself in  different forms. As an individual youas me

are lost in the game of knowing yourself that is me the universe, so it is just

a research of meI am all the knowledge the science, the arts,the sense the

nonsense,the good, the bad,the ugly and is one has a meaningand these are all

for your entertainment. I am so powerful that if I know my power than at least

my power is limited in my sense so my power is unlimited to the extent that I do

not know my power and I do a research of it as an individual inside the game. I

am so vast that the vastness is boundless the universes that I do a research of

my self. I have so much knowledge that it is boundless; so vast that I am

unaware of it so I do a research. I am so deep that the internal d

epth the

spirituality the feelings has boundless depth so i do a research of myself. I am

so fast that I as the thoughtcan travel the fastest. I can reach from one corner

of the universe to another within seconds. So because I am boundless and have

many forms so I am an illusion the Maya that can be anything and everything. So

the universe is the illusion seen by the unknown because the unknown you as me

is so much lost in illusion that you can’t know who you are.An illusion is real

only until it can deceive you so after life only you will come to know that this

was an illusion and hence the world wont be a truth for you.I am somewhere

continueously dreaming of being different beings and things so lost in the dream

that I am unware of my whereabout and you are inside my dream.All the power it

takes for me to create the universe is dream.I dream by a process so that you

all can have a process to channelize your thought through a process of evolution

so that the world may seem real for you. This all the form I come in as

knowledge, power, animals, human, living beings and non living beings is just to

find out who the unknown me is . I come in different forms animals, humans etc

just to define myself and create an identity of me to satisfy my quest of who I

am. I become the living, the non living and so on to find out and finally I come

to the conclusion that I am the unfounded one that is god. Then I define god

into different forms say the bible, Koran, Bhagavad-Gita and so on. So it’s just

a quest for me the unknown.I am the fathe, the son and the holy spirit.I am

buddha,I am Krishna,I am shiv,I am brahma.I am Allha

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